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Had a romantic dream last night
I had a dream that I had invited one of the many women i chat with on dating services over for coffee, tea, cake, and scrabble. We seriously talked and chatted. She even had a distinctive face and form. I can hardly remember her name now. But it was nice. Nice to have someone around who was romantically and emotionally interested in me. Very nice not to seem like just another guy friend. I am tired of that role. I should be more. I have been a better friend to some women than their boyfriends have been. Or at least to Kristin I have. But I don't think Kristin will ever be eager to be that. I need to call her up more. I don't know if I put her off with the whole abortion discussion. But she hasn't totally rejected me. Why do women feel so hurt when they find out a guy friend has though about them in that way. Duh! It's obvious. We get along as friends, we find each other attractive. What else is there? Well maybe not the latter. You need the later for it to be romantic. Oh well, I need to just calm down and think now.
February 21 2006, 03:29:42 UTC 6 years ago
So sorry you feel that way. You don't seem to mind when you come over and watch my TV, eat my food, and sleep in the guest room.
Anonymous
February 21 2006, 03:41:28 UTC 6 years ago
I wasn't talking about you
I was talking about me and Kristin. You treat me pretty good as a guy friend. It's Kristin I don't understand. She's good to me, but it's like I don't know what to make of my friendship with her.So i get lonely sometimes. So I complain about being lonely sometimes. So what, I am entitled to it. God not everything I say has to do with you. It's about something different.
February 21 2006, 04:07:31 UTC 6 years ago
Re: I wasn't talking about you
Well, you know what, you say things like that and it hurts me, no matter who it's intented for or about. I never, EVER said you weren't allowed to talk about feeling lonely. It just really hurt me. I guess I'm not allowed to speak about my feelings. Silly me.February 21 2006, 04:13:21 UTC 6 years ago
Re: I wasn't talking about you
Well, funny. It's not suppose to hurt you. It wasn't intended to hurt you. It was intended for me to express my feelings. That's why I said it on MY live journal. It's meant to be a release for me. I like being friends with you. But I want more than that from some woman someday, or I'll go crazy. Not from you, I am fulfilled in my friendship with you. You do things for me, I do things for you. It's a fair give and take. The intent of my frustration is Kristin, and since you know that, you don't have to feel bad. I'm the one feeling like I can't express myself.